have u ever wondered ..

This post is little sidetrack to a topic which appears to be completely obsolete in prespective of an ordianary techie. But there could be instances where same techie (a human being i guess) might have experienced the same set of internal emotions. Emotions which cannot be described .. Even if they could be , my techie guy would not describe them.. These are those emotions which don't find any space or time for getting expressed in a normal day. Although the fact that they all come and go at very very normal days ,,, they catch u unprepared ..In fact as a matter of fact these are one of those things in life for which u can never prepare urself .. Even if u do pretend to be ready for the sudden and unexpected burst of those emotions u will never be able to tackle them the way u might have planned .. they just come and leave watermarks on ur memory .. watermarks .. they are always there. its just that u can't see them with ur naked eye .. u need to apply some really complex transformations to get this watermark out of ur head. but if that had been easy ,,There would have been an IEEE paper on that .. fortunately or unfortunately (I don't kno wat) but its not .. there is no research paper or a webpage till date that could give some information about getting those emotions out of ur head .. Atleast no webcrawler so far has visited that kind of page.. I am writing some thing which is not making any sense at all .. But sometimes u may understand me .. this is wat comes out when u watermark just everything that has happened in ur life and keep the key to those watermarks to urself .. U need to learn how to share that key .. share the key of ur watermarks with the person u love.. or pretend to love .. but do take care of the fact that person loves u back .. otherwise he/she can just go and hide that key in one of her watermarks and don't wish to share his/her key with you ... This might seem normal or just something that u have backup plan for .. But trust me this is the kind of situation that results in embedding of those watermarks and these watermarks are more robust and resilent to attacks than all those earlier ones which u had intentions of sharing ... But these kind of emotions are so secured and encrypted that even a decoding code that could break 256-bit encryption cannot help you out.. who decides the level of encryption of these emotions .. I guess its the willingness to be alike ... its the desire to fit in . nobody wants to be different in those terms which are not socially acceptable .. so we have reached up to the issue of social acceptance .. I really don't know what i am writing .. but social acceptance is something on which i would certainly love to comment but will not . because i don't want my society to disregard me .. see another example of watermarking the emotions, thoughts, ideas and comments just because of a silly greed for being more nd more socially acceptable.. in abstract sense this piece of writing doesn't make any sense .. But it may lead to some insight into those who go ahead and took the pain of going thru this article after having atleast 3 beers and a couple of ciggrettes .. but don't bother .. It was all crap .. i intentionally wrote this to confuse my self.